It apparently takes 6 weeks to break a habit. That's 42 days. My habit is my unhealthy binge eating. So for the next 42 days, I'm going to break that. Day One starts tomorrow. GAME ON.

I finally had my photoshoot this weekend. I was sick as a dog, but the pictures turned out amazing. I worked my ass of last week to lose weight and be in perfect shape for the photoshoot. Also fasted the day of and day before the shoot. But overall, it was totally worth it. Here's all of the pics. You are more than welcome to use them, just tell me and give me credit please. Also, these photos were done by silver image studios :)

I have a photoshoot on the 18th. On the downside, I need to lose weight fast. Not to mention I just found out that I am painting up for my high school homecoming game. So I need to be at my thinnest. I NEED to fast tomorrow and friday. Any support would be GREATLY appreciated. Also any tips on how to stay strong and fast for 2 days. PLEASE help me girls. I can't do it alone. Wish me luck! Also, I promise that I will post the pictures from the photoshoot.

Anyways...the bad news and reason I haven't been on. That amazing boyfriend that I've been with for over a year who was completely perfect? He dumped me. Like randomly. His reason? "I want to be able to go on dates and hook up with other girls." So I left and went out of town for the weekend. I came home to other girls stuff all over my room. So it's been really really hard. But I've been hanging out with my old best guy friend from back home lately. And he is EXTREMELY hot. So it's nice having a hot guy to hang out with. Plus he just went through the EXACT same thing I'm going through with his ex girlfriend. So we can relate and we have these really good conversations and then we go party and feel a ton better. haha. So maybe he will help me get over this misery. uggghhhh.